The End..

Soooo
Its been a while.

I still love you for all you did and didn't do.
And the world keeps on spinning so fast..so..fast.

Goodbye.

So the rents have cancelled the internet and the cable. Cell phone is next.. Then heat/electricity and gas.  Ma wants to sell the house and move to Australia. Think the father figure wants to retire or disappear too, undoubtedly, money is a tool in making both of those things spring to action.. I suggested we trek the streets like the true pilgrims we are....They suggest to keep on complaining  and worrying with no solutions at hand..NONE. Not even any imaginary solutions to joke about....pff


Woohoo economy of failure!!

Now is not the time to be a small business...Especially one that makes a living selling cars. 

Why don't we have a fire place? Or a woodstove. The food and electronics I can do without...Food...with less, but body wants to be warm..And food wants to be cooked, it told me so. I have a grill outside but its fricken icicles in this piece...yo.

Oh well. Atleast I can move my limbs.


Even though everything around me and in the lives of those around me seems to be pulling down with passionate force, Im totally pumped.
This is the beginning of an epic wake up call. ohboyohboy i have butlerflies...I might head to California sooner than expected...Or atleast down south where its warm. I should be back...But it might be like that time I went to Italy and just...stayed there. It happens. Im actually really diggin the idea of some mountains... God-willing, I'll stay in touch..No matter what Im here in Spirit.......!


Good vibes your way and STAY WARM(alive)!!!!!
lovelovelove


PS GOOGLE/YOU TUBE MARTIAL LAW....The time is near.

Alright. So. I've almost mapped out my journey...Vaguely..

I'm leaving Boston to NEW ZEALAND...And from there...

AUSTRALIA
JAPAN
CHINA
RUSSIA
FINLAND/SWEDEN/NORWAY
NETHERLANDS/GERMANY/ROMANIA/UKRAINE
TURKEY
ISRAEL
EGYPT
GREECE
ITALY
MEDITERANEAN ISLANDS
MOROCCO
SPAIN/PORTUGAL
FRANCE
SWITZERLAND
BELGIUM
ENGLAND
IRELAND
ICELAND
GREENLAND
NEWFOUNDLAND
CANADA
HOME?


Any where you think I SHOULD go? If you happen to read this please leave a comment.
I want to go to Croatia & Austria I just don't know the most convenient route as of yet. I have 10 months to plan :D

I had a weird dream last night...

I tried playing the achordian and it sounded terrible. I gave it to my brother and he played it beautifully. It was such a lovely song, it made me cry. (It sounded as terrific as the "Lux Aeterna" by Clint Mansell/Kronos Quartet.) I balled my eyes out and could barely hold my head up the noise was so great to my ears; I wanted to melt..
There was a large tent and my family (rents, aunt, uncle, 2 cousins) told me to come rest. I went inside and there was no room for me. Each person had their feet pointing to eachothers in the center of the tent, their heads at the edges. My aunt told my younger cousin, "Move over and make room for Helen".  My cousin was lying next to a microwave and she started to shift herself, along with her microwave and as she did the entire floor (of family) started spinning.  I stood up against the edge not knowing what to do. I glanced out a window and saw my brother outside the tent; still playing his song, smiling, walking down a path into the distance.  Later he picked up a guitar and it sounded just as amazing.

It makes sense. On some weirdo scale. And I may envy my brother's musical talents, with happiness though.

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